Jun 29, 2008

Just some pics to share

Greyson's fishy face. This is how he gives kisses

Hanging out on the porch at my cousin Diego's house

Look I out my helmet on all by myself

Me and Daddy in the back yard

Mommy tickling me

Me and Mommy's feet

Jun 27, 2008

Somebody got a new Bike-it!!!

Well he's had it for about 2 months but he was a little scared to get on it. He has been calling it a bike, but the last couple days it's now a bike-it? I try to correct him..haha. Also, broke was broke, but now it's broke-it. I dunno... Anyway, Daddy helped him along the driveway tonight. It was gorgeous out.

Giving Daddy a kiss on the cheek for helping him ride his bike

Jun 21, 2008

OK I'm done....

So, I have been wanting one more tattoo. So, I did my initials AA on my lower back. My cousin has the same initials and she got it on the bottom of her neck. I drew this one up too. At least I can cover them if I need to. No one will even know I have them. OMG...I am not getting another one.

Jun 16, 2008

Today he was buried

As I type this I am wiping away tears that have been building up for days. Today Bud was buried and the thought of that hurts so much. Someone just sent me this poem, that meant so much.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

I am not there. I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.

I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.

I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush,

I am the swift uplifting rush

of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry.

I am not there; I did not die.

Bud, I love you brother and I wish I would've have the chance to tell you one more time. I hope you knew that...I know your looking down on me telling me not to cry but I can't help it. You were so young.


Jun 15, 2008

Had a really good weekend

Aunt Tam came over to visit Greyson and we got his chalks out for the first time. We had lots of fun drawing on the street. She drew Greyson's name and then told him to go night night and so he laid on the street next to his name. Don't worry people our street doesn't go through so no one comes down it. Then the sky was gorgeous. I tried to capture it, but these pictures will never show the real beauty.

Happy DaDdY day Carlos!!!

Just a quick post for my wonderful husband on Father's Day. He is a very giving, loving person and I am so glad to have him. Greyson kinda likes him too!

Jun 12, 2008

Just some random things about gReYsOn

He can't stand to have anything in between his toes

He doesn't need to go to the store, he likes to shop at his very own house.

He loves to vacuum and keep our house clean...maybe because I don't.

You absolutely can not leave a bag of corn puffs on the kitchen table while he is in arms reach and you are not watching.

He is addicted to shoes. Doesn't matter if they are mismatched, on the wrong feet, too small...he has to have a pair on at all times.

Always in my memory

It's crazy how fast someone you know can be taken to Heaven. He was only 33 years old. Today I found out that my first love was found dead in his bed this morning. Ugh, how my heart hurt when I got the news. Bud and I lived on the same street. He was in love with me. I was a prude and he always wanted more. We probably went out and broke up 7 times in one day..haha. But as we got a little older I really fell in love with him. All the girls in school hated me because he didn't want them he wanted me. I wasn't giving him anything but still he wanted me. I remember I broke up with him one day and started going out with a boy named Dennis Maddock like 5 minutes after the break-up. Bud was so upset that he took a picture of Dennis and tape it to his punching bag. He beat the shit out of that picture. My brother was never fond of him, but that was only because Bud thought he was tougher than everybody else. My brother didn't want to see me with anybody when I was younger. Maybe because my Dad died when I was 10 and my brother felt like he had to watch out for me.

As we grew up he and I always laughed about our old times and I saw him at his mom's funeral a couple of years ago. I never in a million years thought he could possibly be next to go to Heaven. I pray that Bud is in Heaven. I am tearing up as I type thought. We all need to know, love and trust God. Because one day it will be our turn to go home. I just pray that Bud is home....

Jun 2, 2008

I got a very wild hair up my butt today!

On my way home from work I thought, hmmmm I want a tattoo. So, I went a did it. I wrote Greyson's name with a black magic marker and told him I wanted some stars around it and here it is!! I can't believe I actually did it!!!! I am so glad I did. It's my baby boys name not something I will regret! Take a looky!